Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Why did I get banded?
That is the question that I have been asking myself for the past few weeks. I have not done jack as far as what I am supposed to be doing. I am exactly where I was in January. It is now August 1. What the #$!! am I doing? Obviously not much. It's not like I'm just eating everything in sight but I am eating all the wrong things. I have done nothing but eat slider foods for months. Why? It is so much easier, I don't cook, I'm lazy, all of the above. Now, what am I going to do to stop this self destructive phase that I constantly find myself in? What kind of life altering changes am I willing to make? What am I going to do to change my life? I do not have a clue. I am so disorganized in my personal life that it is unbelievable, my professional life is organized that you would not recognize that they belong to the same person! How do I change? How do I get organized in my personal life, home and eating habits? I think I need an assistant. Any takers?
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I always joke that if my mind goes, I'm going to be in serious trouble because everything seems so disorganized (my desks, my drawers, my files, etc.), but I KNOW where everything is.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that you're struggling. I think many of us got to a place where it was no longer easy and where we felt comfortable with our appearance and then QUIT. I wish I had some great answer for getting back on track. I suspect you KNOW what to do. It is just making the changes that can be hard. Keep blogging as you work through it. Your observations help us all!