Fell off the wagon

Well, I have officially fallen off the wagon.  I am eating everything in sight.  I go for a fill on Oct 7.  I hope that I can make it.  Somebody stop me! 

Look out world here she comes!

Oh Yes I Have!  I have decided to sign up for my first 5K!  I started training on Monday.  I am using the walk/run method of training.  I actually ran for a FULL minute folks!  I didn't collapse, I didn't have side stiches, I didn't throw up, I survived and I actually think I'm gonna do it again...today.  Miracles never cease.  I can do this!!

I am doing my best to drink my water, some days are better than others.  I do notice more weight loss on the weeks that I am consistent so I will persevere.  Anybody have any suggestions on getting it all down?  I go to the doctor on Thursday for a fill, praise the Lord!  I have been needing a fill for about 2 weeks but this was the first available.  Hmm...I wonder if I can go ahead and schedule my next fill while I am there on Thursday or if I will have to wait?   Not much is going on, just drinking my water and trying to hold out til Thursday.  I will try to update then.  Hope everyone is having a fabo day!

Yes, folks I am still alive.  I have decided that I am not a very good blogger.  I am reading your blogs everyday but to post something meaningful, encouraging on my own blog seems like such a daunting task.  I don't feel that I have an interesting enough life to post everyday.  You guys really don't want to hear about my sad, lonely life.  I am however making decent strides on the weight loss front.  I am down 38 pounds.  I go for a fill on Thursday and I can really see a difference in my clothes.  I have some that I need to pass along.  I will try to get some pics of them and post them so I can send them to a new foster home. Who knows when I will be motivated to do all that though.  I guess that's my problem lately. I've been in a funk.  I can't seem to get motivated to do anything.  I'll just go ahead and put this out there, I have suffered from depression for the past 10 years.  Right now I don't feel depressed I just don't feel like doing anything, with anybody.  Maybe I am depressed, who knows?  I haven't been too good about taking my meds lately so I will get back on the medication bandwagon and if something doesn't change then I guess I'll need to talk with my dr. Blech.  Well, that's it for now.  Hope everyone is doing well. 
Abrazos y Besos!